Living with psoriasis for the past eight years has been a huge challenge. However, the COVID-19 pandemic made things even more difficult, specifically because of the travel restrictions.
I am currently living in Selangor, but I am originally from Ipoh. The last time I visited my hometown was more than five months ago. It is hard to be away from my family for such a long time, but the other problem for me is that the specialist that I have been consulting for the past two years is based in Ipoh.
Not able to visit her means not having access to my medication, which has a huge impact on my condition.
Once every two months, my mom sends me a new tube of topical cream that she gets from my specialist. It managed to help, but it is not enough. Not able to refill my oral medications for the past few months has contributed to the deterioration of my health and has led to longer lasting flare-ups which can be extremely painful and uncomfortable.
I am very concerned that my condition will worsen if the situation with the travel restrictions continues. I do not know which doctor to visit in Selangor, and I am also very worried that they are not familiar with my medical history or might not be a good fit.
I have visited countless doctors since I developed psoriasis at the age of 21. It was really hard for me to find a doctor and a treatment plan that is compatible with my needs. I guess I am just reluctant to start the process all over again, as it was a very stressful and discouraging one.
My parents worry about me all the time. They always send me different traditional remedies or MLM products such as anti-itch creams, lemongrass essential oils, herbal supplements and many more.
I know their intentions are kind, but they do not understand that psoriasis cannot be cured with these products.
I usually just accept the products to avoid coming off as ungrateful, but most of the time I am too scared to try any of them, as I am worried it might just make my psoriasis worse. I have heard many stories from other psoriasis patients who have taken such products, which caused their skin to flare up even more.
It is hard for me to trust these products that claim to be miracle cures, especially when they are not clinically tested or approved. I am often sceptical of advertisements too. I always wonder if the before and after photos or testimonials are genuine, or if they are all fake and photoshopped.
Right now, I manage my condition with the topical cream from my specialist and taking good care of my health. I take my vitamins and limit the mental and emotional stress in my life. I really hope that the situation with the COVID-19 pandemic in our country will improve soon, so that everyone who is struggling to access their medications and treatments will not have to suffer.
Fara
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